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How the Undetectable = Untrasmittable Breakthrough Took Away Boyd’s Fear and Shame
Posted: November 28, 2017
This is a blog post on POZ by Roscoe Boyd II, Founding Member of the U=U Steering Committee.
I have been very public in sharing that I am a person who has lived with HIV for the past 16 years. I am healthy and motivated to make a difference in the lives of people like
“People living with HIV who are on treatment and maintain an undetectable viral load cannot pass it on through sex!" The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention has confirmed it, and The Lancet has written about it.
Having a detectable viral load does not mean a person is “dangerous.” But now that my viral load is undetectable, I’m at greater ease knowing that I can’t transmit HIV to my partner. This is empowering for me and for my ability to choose healthy outcomes for my life, especially when I consider my life’s path.
At one time on my journey, I reached a very low point where I was struggling with health—both physical and mental—and trying to find myself, my purpose, and who I wanted to become. As a young black man with huge financial burdens and no job, it was a relief to find much-needed support in community-based organizations that were affirming and “got me”, without judgment. I learned that while many people in the community say they want to help, sometimes that “help” comes with strings attached, or they may not have the competence or ability to be helpful given my particular needs. This time, however, I knew something was different…in a good way.
At age 30, I found myself living in a shelter, working at a local burger joint, not really knowing what to do with my life. I lived with HIV since 2001 and for many years, I felt insecurity, fear, helplessness… like death was near. I was so deep into drugs that they became a “safe place” for me, as I’m sure they do for many who struggle. Never would I have guessed that this gifted kid from Detroit would be in this dark place…but there I was.
Thankfully, there were community members there to help me navigate what I saw as an impossible situation to overcome, and to link me to services that improved my physical and mental health. I learned how to take a more positive approach to living. This collective of
Over the last year, I have used my voice to share the good news of the U=U movement (Undetectable = Untransmittable) and garner
This breakthrough U=U science has changed my life. I speak around the country as a health
However, this information is not being provided to all communities. Everyone needs to know the facts and gatekeepers must, also, be willing to acknowledge the science and help us eliminate the stigma that keeps so many people feeling undeserving of love and their best life. Policymakers must understand that U=U means access to treatment and care which will not only save our
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